Disappearing Acts, Weight Gain & Insta Sets

Weight Gain & Disappearing ActsFor a while I was kidding myself, I believed it was just holiday weight from all the Christmas calories consumed. But its now almost 6 months after the festive season and I've come to the conclusion, that I've just gotten bigger. I keep trying to shed this extra weight with dance …

Summer Seventeen (Repeated)

I let this guy first ruin my life in 2017, it’s now 2019 and I’m still having sleepless nights over him. Is this what happens when someone with Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder (EUPD) meets someone with Emotional Detachment Disorder (EDD) and everything implodes. I have too many feelings, they're all are too intense and his …

When Will We Get The Time To Be Just Friends…?

I think as equality amongst the sexes increases both socially and financially, the nature of the male-female relationship dynamic has mutated. It's more than feasible for males and females to be just friends but friendship is evolving to where the parameters of what defines friendship has eroded. It's more than just either platonic or romantic. …

To Be Or Not To Be, That Is The Question

  In the words of Keyshia Cole, "I changed my mind, I don't want you no more". I feel like I've only just finished editing my last post about re-entering the dating pool, only for me to decide "computer says no". In the past couple months I've been on a few dates and talked to …

Buss It Right Open For The Real One

So, I’m an early 20 something females, who borders on asexuality, occasionally repulsed by physical interactions but crave companionship and mental intimacy. However after a barren and pitiful romantic history, the commencing of a new season of Love Island and my brother’s imminent nuptials to a lovely amazing girl who is only 1 year older …

I Don’t Know If I Should Keep It Real & Tell You How I Feel

​Platonic as described its namesake is the truest form of love. I regard platonic love as the meeting of the minds. When I gain a new close friend I physically love that individual; I love our convos, memories and and inside jokes. I’ve previously stated that I have yet to fall in love, as the concept of …

The Nigger You With Ain’t Shit

​I can admit that in all honesty, I’ve never sincerely been in love. Although I’ve belligerently choked on tears over a boyfriend, I feel like I have never truthfully experienced true love. From what I've witnessed love results in irrational behaviour detrimental to the person's wellbeing. I’ve done stupid and illogical things to maintain a relationship, but I’ve …