Sunday - Chocolate Nation Mas I decided to play Sunday mas aka “dutty mas” with Chocolate Nation . I decided to play with them because my first love is Trini soca, they always have good DJs and they’re the only band to throw chocolate rather than paint or powder. Also it was Chocolate Nation’s 10 … Continue reading CARNIVAL 2019 – PART 2
So I know I posted a think piece about my birthday, but I forgot to actually speak about my birthday. I'm not going to let my negative mind space cloud my perspective of my birthday. Especially when taking into consideration that nothing momentously bad happened and thus objectively my 24th birthday was my best birthday … Continue reading Birthday Princess
There is a phrase that says "Make new friends but keep the old; Those are silver, these are gold". It wasn't until recently that this phrase resonated me, I've struggle to maintain friendships long enough to test the theory. In fact I write this blog post in a year that I lost 2 of my closest … Continue reading How Do You Solve A Problem Like Maria: Friendship
I think as equality amongst the sexes increases both socially and financially, the nature of the male-female relationship dynamic has mutated. It's more than feasible for males and females to be just friends but friendship is evolving to where the parameters of what defines friendship has eroded. It's more than just either platonic or romantic. … Continue reading When Will We Get The Time To Be Just Friends…?
Platonic as described its namesake is the truest form of love. I regard platonic love as the meeting of the minds. When I gain a new close friend I physically love that individual; I love our convos, memories and and inside jokes. I’ve previously stated that I have yet to fall in love, as the concept of … Continue reading I Don’t Know If I Should Keep It Real & Tell You How I Feel
"I got to shake you off, because you're loving aint the same and you keep on playing game like you know I'm here to stay" So I frequently get sent a variation of the "I think our friendship is off " text. Sometimes I'm frankly just not in a social mood, so conversing with people … Continue reading I Shook You Off
I live in a frequent state of disassociation and escapism, so naturally a perpetual state of loneliness is expected. The lamentable and destitute state of the NHS and their subsequent failures in treating my ongoing mental illness, has entrapped me in a perennial state of isolation; I'm alone in my sorrow, alone in my pain … Continue reading Why Do I Feel So Alone…?