Case File No. 10

His just another guy who told me goodbyeWith no malicious intentions to make me cryJust another guy to add to the list of niggas who made me cryAnd bawl to the stage where I was ready to it end it allEchoes of the familiar proclamation that I'm such a nice girl"You're so sweet, you'll find … Continue reading Case File No. 10

U . N . D . E . R . D . O . G

To my lost one I would have changed everything about myself to please youRather than have the self respect or the resolve to leave youLast week, I would have made every concession, But now I have to vie for your affectionNow I have to compete for your attentionThere is no competition, I can't do this … Continue reading U . N . D . E . R . D . O . G

Dating While Depressed – Part 1

Dating while depressed is just an extremely difficult process and a hard decision to make. The very nature of dating and opening up your heart to someone requires vulnerability and a certain fragility. Allowing myself to be that vulnerable and open while already in a compromised headspace is draining. Furthermore current dating protocols mean everyone … Continue reading Dating While Depressed – Part 1

Summer Seventeen (Repeated)

I let this guy first ruin my life in 2017, it’s now 2019 and I’m still having sleepless nights over him. Is this what happens when someone with Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder (EUPD) meets someone with Emotional Detachment Disorder (EDD) and everything implodes. I have too many feelings, they're all are too intense and his … Continue reading Summer Seventeen (Repeated)

To Be Or Not To Be, That Is The Question

  In the words of Keyshia Cole, "I changed my mind, I don't want you no more". I feel like I've only just finished editing my last post about re-entering the dating pool, only for me to decide "computer says no". In the past couple months I've been on a few dates and talked to … Continue reading To Be Or Not To Be, That Is The Question

Buss It Right Open For The Real One

So, I’m an early 20 something females, who borders on asexuality, occasionally repulsed by physical interactions but crave companionship and mental intimacy. However after a barren and pitiful romantic history, the commencing of a new season of Love Island and my brother’s imminent nuptials to a lovely amazing girl who is only 1 year older … Continue reading Buss It Right Open For The Real One

The Nigger You With Ain’t Shit

​I can admit that in all honesty, I’ve never sincerely been in love. Although I’ve belligerently choked on tears over a boyfriend, I feel like I have never truthfully experienced true love. From what I've witnessed love results in irrational behaviour detrimental to the person's wellbeing. I’ve done stupid and illogical things to maintain a relationship, but I’ve … Continue reading The Nigger You With Ain’t Shit